Who is this person staring back at me?

I'm tired. Mentally spent is an understatement. Where is the woman who wrote on this blog in 2005? What happened to ME and who is this person staring back at me in the mirror? I am at the end of my rope, and not a whole lot of motivation to hang on.

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