To my son

Look into my eyes, what do you see?
Admiration
Pride
Do you see?
A look that says
Everything will be okay

You’ve calmed me
Made me feel normal again
Can you hear my heart?
It beats for you

Take my hand
Walk with me a while
Talk to me
Tell me your fears
I’ll listen

My soul feels comfort
The solitude has vanished
I’ve been found
No more hiding

The moment you were born
I knew I treasured you
The perfect child
Smiling so bright

Thank you Jesse...You’ve rescued me more times than you know

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