Sound of Madness

Another day, another drama. Funny, the old cliché used to be ‘dollar’. Not in my life. It is usually calm. But in the divorce and children life…there is ALWAYS drama of some sort. Without going into to much detail, I will just say that I try to be a reasonable, calm person. Alas I AM AN ARIES. Look it up if you do not comprehend this. I do not have an ounce of patience. I am not one to put up with a lot of unreasonableness. I most certainly am not one to take any negativity when it comes to my children and step children or the way we parent them. So where does that leave me? I suppose it leaves me trying to do the best I can to raise my children right, and to love my husband like he deserves to be loved. And it leaves me wanting to punch something over and over. It is so hard to be a step-parent. I love them like they were my own. But they are not my own, and I am fine with that. I never talk bad about their mother around them, and try to be the best person I can be f...

Winter sucks. Plain and simple. I haven't even had enough UMPH to write in this blog. I am sorry, and apologize over and over... But I just do not have any creative juice this time of year. Its hard to squeeze it out when I am so COLD. I do not see the sun, and the fog is wearing thin. No, I am not unhappy with my life. As a matter of fact, I am still in love with Dan and so happy with the amazing relationship that we have. He is so good to me, so honest, and treats me with so much respect. My kids are doing well, and seem to absolutely love him as much as I do. Its just the weather....Not a bit of sun, warmth, etc .... I need to live in Mexico. Then maybe my sanity would be intact.